Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Waiting and thinking

God I forget how much I hate waiting when it comes to making a baby. I am on day 7 of my provera and feel nothing. No signs that AF is on the way. I can't really remember how long it would take for provera to work?? The nurse told me it can take up to 2 weeks from the last pill. I started the pill on CD 36!!! I also am getting along fine with the Metformin. Today I will start taking 2 pills at lunch rather than one. My goal is to work up to 4 pills a day. The first couple of days it ripped up my stomach but now it seems OK.

I was chatting with a fellow former infertile. She how has a daughter who is 2 but it took her 5 IUI attempts before she got her BFP. She mentioned that her husband had withheld information from her about a co-workers wife being pregnant because "He knew she would get upset." Its funny that we really never get over being infertile. It still drives me nuts to hear of a women who gets pregnant on the first month of trying. WHY is it so easy for some and so hard for others? Why am I still jealous of these women. Even then I first had Paige and didn't think i would try for #2 I would still get pissed. Another thing that pisses me off is people who know its difficult for me to get pregnant and ask "So when are you having another?" Like i can just go to the store and order another??? I guess they assume that since I had one it will be very easy for me to have another. Guess again honey I have to get back on the roller coaster and ride the wave......now its just different because I have a 19month old to care for as well.

Aughh here's to hoping we have some success very soon:)

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